Hi everyone,
Some of you have noticed that I didn’t post my monthly blog post for the first time in a few years. Last year I spent 6 months in the hospital and this last fall I began new antibiotic treatments to hopefully finish off the remaining Lyme co-infections. Unfortunately, these treatments and medications have come with some side effects and needless to say, they have been potent. The fatigue and brain fog have been overwhelming most days as I adjust to them.
However, as much as I enjoy writing for you all, I just don’t have the mental capacity to string together and edit more than a few sentences right now. I’ve decided to take a brief hiatus from the blog to focus solely on my physical and mental health. This may be for a few weeks, or a few months. I have no way of knowing, but I promise to be back when I’m capable again.
Fortunately, I’ve got a great support system of people around me, and I’m hoping as treatments progress, I’m able to come back to doing what I love and spending more time in this medium. As you guys know, being able to connect with you through this writing gives me so much purpose and meaning in my life.
For those of my readers facing their own battles with chronic illness, chronic pain, depression, or anxiety, just know you’re not alone. I’m here with you, and there are many others in this community facing challenges similar to you. We’ve got this and I look forward to the day I’m back. I love you guys.
-Nicholas
i was just thinking of you this morning. i’ll miss your kind words and wisdom and await your return soon. in the meantime, reruns. a big hig and lots of love. -j
Nicholas, The words you have already written have been incredibly valuable and thought provoking. Worth rereading and are always relevant for me. Thank you for finding the
energy to put these messages reflections musings and wisdom into print and for the audio versions as well. We can all hear your voice and listen anytime. Take all the time you need. We’re here for you! Xoxo Kendra